For the Illusion

deep inside this soul
a wound lies within
hidden from plain sight
no one will ever see it
it will never reveal itself
a pain only understood
by the pain itself
a mystery to everyone
but itself...
a puzzle not wanting to be solved
it remains incomplete
the missing piece doesn't exist
it is a phantom, a shadow
created by a strange yearning
for the illusion
for the falseness and the lie

Multo ng Nakaraan

Ang multo ng aking nakaraan ay nandiyan lang sa likod ko. Naghihintay! Madalas di ko siya pinapakaelam at okay lang siys. Ngunit paminsan-minsan, bigla siyang nagpaparandam at ako'y napapaiyak niya. Pinapaalala niya ang lahat ng nadanas ko sa aking nakapaikling buhay: kalungkutan at kasiyahan...